Velvet Sands

Velvet Sands

My own little secret paradise I call it velvet sands.

Come let me show you as I take you by the hand,

And we can go for a casual walk along the shore

sweet sunshine romance and more.

Dipping our fingers and toes in velvet sands,

Our lip locked embrace clutching hands.

Pulses racing sweet scent in the air take me now if you dare,

Bodies crashing together like waves on a stormy sea.

Imagining in my head all the things you could do with me,

But a storm is brewing now over velvet sands we must leave now so take my hand.

Let’s return home and do what we do best,

Curl up together in front of the fire blankets caressing both our chests closing our eyes for a long relaxing rest.

The Finery:

Mesh Head: LeLutka – Karin by Jadenart

Skin: Lara Hurley – Iza by Lara Hurley

Hair: AD – one trick pony by Queue Marlowe

Eyes: IKON Promise Eyes – by Ikon Innovia

Body: Maitreya Lara by Onyx LeShelle

Hands: Slink Avatar Enhancement Hands Female by Siddean Munro

Feet: Slink Avatar Enhancement Feet by Siddean Munro

Dress: L E N N I E Layra Crochet Dress by Fuzz Lennie

Location: Santaurio

We Need To Walk

We Need To Walk

Even though the weather day was mostly cloudy. I really wanted to go for a walk that’s something I am missing more and more. I did manage to walk out my front door and wave to my neighbour who was getting to car, she asked how I was because I had been poorly lately and we chatted for a little bit until she had to go work.

I’m laying here in bed and I am occasionally nodding off watching random youtubes and blogging. In fact, if I fall asleep now then you’ll never see this blog until I wake up again lmao. So let’s just stay awake and finish this daily ramble so you can have fun reading it unless you’re using this as a sleeping pill, in which case if I find out you are I will be very displeased.

I’ve decided, I don’t care how tired I am…..come tomorrow I am going outside and headed for the park. This summer isn’t going to last forever I wish it did but unfortunately in the real world that doesn’t happen. That is something I love about SecondLife you not only play a character, but you get to choose your location and your favorite season awesome huh?

I am getting so so sleepy somebody slap me, please! I need to stay awake I am almost there almost finished in fact I see the finishing line it’s right up ahead lol. I am almost done with another blog you know this hard work for me I am not a blogger…..so not a blogger but I love to share my thoughts my feeling my weird poetry, and I just know you all love reading it. Ok, so sleep has finally won me over I am going to take my annual afternoon nap and sleep the day away, and you my darling friends can take one with me too if you like. I have to warn you though my bed can only hold two cats and two humans no more than that, so before you get any funny ideas about jumping into bed next to me take my advice sleep on the bloody floor instead and don’t wake me!

The Finery:

Mesh Head: LeLutka – Karin by Jadenart

Skin: Lara Hurley – Iza by Lara Hurley

Hair: AD – one trick pony by Queue Marlowe

Jewelry: Bens Beauty – Emilia Jewelry Set by Snow Martiel

Hands: Maitreya by Onyx LeShelle

Body: Maitreya Lara by Onyx LeShelle

Outfit: [hh] Victoria Tunic Outfit by Hilly Haalan

Eyes: IKON Promise Eyes – by Ikon Innovia

Location: London England Hyde Park

Embracing Summer

Embracing Summer

I’m embracing summer with a wondrous force,

And I’ll have no need for thick woolen cardigans or anything wintery of course.

Instead, I’ll wear floral skirts and pretty dresses and bathe myself in a meadow of flowers and a gentle breezes sweet caresses,

Wandering barefoot the grass sliding between my toes glancing at my watch it’s almost time for me to head home.

The heat is receding the afternoon storms are almost here,

The skies are becoming less and less clear.

Running home quickly trying to beat the rain waiting for tomorrow when I can embrace summer again,

And as night falls the hours tick by and the storms are now past, I’m falling asleep on the sofa dreaming of embracing another hot summer day tomorrow.

It will soon be approaching fast!

The Finery:

Mesh Head: LeLutka – Karin by Jadenart

Hair: AD – one trick pony by Queue Marlowe

Dress: ISON – wrap side dress by Harry Hyx

Skin: Lara Hurley – Iza by Lara Hurley

Body: Maitreya Lara by Onyx LeShelle

Eyes: IKON Promise Eyes – by Ikon Innovia

Location: The Millhouse Beanery

Open Book

Open Book

All her life she’s lived an open book laid bare before the world.

Hopes and dreams for a bright future consume this little girl,

And will she ever find someone to love her someone who really cares,

Someone who will take care of her through sickness and health someone with whom she can share.

Living all her life as an open book has opened her up to pain,

But by the same token she knows that she must endure the harshness of storms in order to see the sunshine again.

Her secrets she keeps hidden beneath her souls sweet caress,

Safely guarded undisturbed stacked layer upon layer of torment and mess.

All her life she’s lived an open book laid bare before the world,

Many of life’s greatest secrets lay yet undiscovered for this tormented little girl.

The Finery:

Hair: *ARGRACE* MEGUMU / Women by rika Oyen

Skin: Lara Hurley – Alena – Pale by Lara Hurley

Mesh Head: LeLutka – Karin by Jadenart

Hands: Slink Avatar Enhancement Hands Female by Siddean Munro

Body: Slink Physique Mesh Body by Siddean Munro

Eyes: IKON Promise Eyes – by Ikon Innovia

Location: Terracotta

Nature Walks

Nature Walks

Today is one of those days where it would be a crime to be seen indoors, unlucky for some like me who have no choice but to remain indoors for the time being. The weather can only be described this afternoon as being as close to perfect as humanly possible. I live across the street from a park, and today I wish I could just get up out of my bed and go for a nice long walk and take in all that mother earth has to offer, nature at it’s finest.

I actually wasn’t planning on blogging at all today. I had stayed up all night once again and has really taken its toll on me, but something about the nice weather has inspired me to write a blog about taking a nature walk well it’s really a walk in the park, but I call them nature walks, because as a child growing up in place teaming with lots of exotic wildlife my mother used to take my sister and I outside for nice long walks in the summer. I can distinctly remember being fascinated by all the different colours of the butterflies, insects and birds that flew from tree to tree and flower to flower.

Since I had been laying in bed for the better part of the day I had decided to get up for a short while eat something, and rummage around my box of Blu-rays and DVD’s. I managed to dig deep and find my box set collection of David Attenborough nature documentaries that had been lurking far beneath the messy pile. I don’t know what it is about that man’s voice, but he always puts me to sleep, and I don’t mean that in a bad way David on the contrary you are a wonderful tv presenter, and of course partly responsible for my impromptu blog today.

The Finery:

Top: (2Chez) Mindi Beige Silk Top by Gisele Grizot

Mesh Head: LeLutka – Karin by Jadenart

Body: Maitreya Lara by Onyx LeShelle

Skin: Lara Hurley – Alena – Pale by Lara Hurley

Hair: Elikatira – Lena by Elika Tiramisu

Eyes: IKON Promise Eyes – by Ikon Innovia

Location: London City West

Tawny Skies

Tawny Skies

Why do you sit under tawny skies,

Sipping the last essence of your nauseatingly weak tea trying not to let the world see you cry.

Why will you insist on being so sad when you have so much to give,

Pull yourself together woman there are a legion of reasons why you should live.

What’s that you say you can’t go on your mind and heart are both confused what could be wrong,

So you’ve made a few bad choices in life and haven’t we all.

That is hardly a good enough reason to let yourself fall,

Now please listen to your head and listen up good.

Let this be absolutely clear, and well understood.

You have a myriad of friends they’re all waiting for you,

So log back into second life and stop being so blue.

Oh, Selfie!

Oh Selfie

I seem to have completely buried myself lately in a sea of undue worry and stress over my real life and, unfortunately, some of it has carried over into second life. It is especially evident in the way I behave around friends I think I have always been somebody outgoing and extroverted in my behavior. However lately it’s becoming more extreme and it is rather worrying.

The reason I decided to take a selfie today with my eyes closed is because although we generally have our eyes open when we’re taking a selfie. Maybe with our eyes closed not only can we see what’s inside our souls, but perhaps the camera can focus in on what’s really going on inside enough to show others around us that open book we are always trying to keep closed.

I know I have said it many times to many people, and it is splashed across my second life profile that I have a second life and a real life that go pretty much hand in hand. I also know that being sick every day sucks, and the only real outlet I have for getting my feelings out is here. I suppose to me this is a very raw and public diary and a fashion blog it’s really everything it’s not like all the other blogs that contain just the fashion with brief descriptions. It’s waxing lyrical about the life and hardships of one little woman far away, and she just happens to be me.

I am not a great conversationalist when it comes to talking one on one with somebody, and I certainly don’t claim to be a writer on any professional scale. The only thing I will ever have to offer you on these blogs that I write is elements of me here and there, and it might be funny it might even make you cry buckets. At the very least if you’re reading this right now and you’re just the tiniest bit interested to keep reading in the future and get to know me better through my ridiculous stories and poems then my work here is done.

The Finery:

Top: !gO! Nico Shirt by Gocha Merlin

Mesh Head: LeLutka – Karin by Jadenart

Hair: AD – one trick pony – Blacks by Queue Marlowe

Body: Maitreya Lara by Onyx LeShelle

Skin: Lara Hurley – Alena – Pale by Lara Hurley

Life In Lavender

Life In Lavender

So it seems I haven’t blogged in what is it now five days?….it’s not from lack of inspiration I can assure you. I have been rather poorly in my real life, yep being sick is a bitch. I decided I needed to dress in something other than boring old black so today I wear black practically all day every day in real life. so today it’s going to be pretty lavender with some flowers on top which I managed to scrounge from this round of uber. If you haven’t been to uber yet I suggest you get there and check out the dresses and all the other stuff (frankly too many items to list here).

I know it’s unusual to say this when you’re writing a blog but, can you excuse me for a moment I need to take a bathroom break, and I need a drink…..so just wait here, and I will be right back 😛

Ok I am back now, so where was I oh yes I was about to tell you about last night so apparently I ended up falling asleep not once or twice, but three times surrounded by a large group of people. The only thing that woke me was the sound of an incoming message. It was really rather embarrassing I shan’t be doing that again anytime soon, no from now on I think I will make sure the moment I start to doze I shall excuse myself and quietly log out.

Oh, bollocks forgot what I was going to say again. It comes and goes you know this old memory. happens a lot these days you know. When one reaches a certain age the memory just seems to bugger off right when you need it most. It’s ok I don’t need it that often a friend suggested post it notes I took her advice and never leave home without them. Unfortunately, I’ve run out of the damn things oh well sod it I’ll just use toilet paper if I get desperate.

Right so this blog is rather strange reading back lol…..um yeah think I’ll end it now am sure you’re already saying to yourself god this woman can bloody talk about nothing. Ha, yes I can don’t you know by now I use these blogs very cleverly as a means to torture you with my little pretties. Enjoy reading this tripe and I will go enjoy the rest of my tea and biscuits in bed followed by a lovely long afternoon nap….ahhh isn’t life wonderful!

The Finery:

Body: Maitreya Lara – by Onyx LeShelle

Hair: AD – one trick pony – by Queue Marlowe

Skin: Lara Hurley – Alena by Lara Hurley

Headpiece: Glam Affair – Romantic Flowers @ Uber

Dress: Glam Affair – Sophie Dress Purple @ Uber

Eyes: IKON Promise Eyes – by Ikon Innovia

Location: SaNaRae Heaven Ocean